SummerBlack

Default fabric ascends through the white empty halls nurses silently wheeling them away. turning away.   been here so long there's no reason they procrastinate, you think of ways to be invisible staring at the paintings on the walls, tired lines you look them over a third time. it's gentle, chamomille tea, nauseas sleeping sickness... you've waited too long it's gotten white and blury diming haze peripheral goodbye... we knew we didn't have what it takes but now nothing matters. it's okay. forgive you for what you couldn't say it'll be fine, but It's strange to find there is no ground this time. Wish I could get you here

You wondered why you didn't feel anything, where's that high you get when you think of him there's just that blank white cold... so you left in december it was all getting old.... but then you come to him now, telling me you just can't stand.... the circumstances you've made for yourself, said you've made a mistake, and the tears just won't stop coming out of your eyes. said as soon as you left... time to think, it all just came clear, said this time there's no doubt... but it couldn't be any clearer, than the air you're now breathing you can't really feel it but you know that it's there, but your love's more like a cloud, come close